Trinity Sunday - May 31, 2026

St. Pauls - Trinity Sunday- March 31, 2026

What I am about to tell you may sound a bit strange. It might even sound as if I am being unfaithful and inappropriate, especially today, the Feast of the Holy Trinity. I think it’s important, however, even necessary. Ready? Stop thinking about God. You probably didn’t come here today expecting to be told to stop thinking about God so let me explain what I mean.

Last week I met with a gentleman who comes to see me for spiritual direction. We eventually got around to a recurring question for him. It comes up about every three to four months. I don’t understand the Trinity, he said. It makes no sense to me. I don’t get it, one God in three persons. He’s neither the first nor the last to struggle with that question.

I didn’t say anything, I just nodded my head. After a while he broke the silence. You’re not going to explain it, are you? I still didn’t say anything, I just shook my head. We sat there for a bit. This time I broke the silence. So tell me, I said, what would you do if one day you finally got, it all made sense, and you completely understood the Trinity? Well, he said, I’d probably come up with another question, another problem to be solved. Knowing full well that the pot was about to call the kettle black I said to him, You think too much.

I have become increasingly convinced that we spend too much time and effort thinking about God. That’s not just an observation. It is also a confession of one who loves thinking about God. Maybe we should spend less time thinking about God and instead simply be with God. Here’s what I mean. Would you rather be with the one you love or think about the one you love? Would you prefer your relationships be defined by love for another or information about another?

We do not think our way into relationships. In today’s gospel (Matthew 28:16-20), Jesus does not say that we are to make disciples of all nations by telling them to think about the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. He says, “baptize them;” immerse them, plunge them, wash them, soak them in the name, the very attributes and qualities, of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. This means we are all to live trinitarian lives. How could we not? How could it be anything else? We have been created in the image and likeness of God (Genesis 1:26-27) who is a trinity of persons.

There is a sense in which thinking about God keeps us from being present to and with God. In some way thinking about God distances us from God and sets up a subject-object duality. That is the very opposite of trinitarian life.

We think about other people when we are not with them. We think about our children who have grown up and moved out. We think about our spouse when we are away from each other. We think about our friends when we are apart. We think about our loved ones who have died. But in that moment when we are really present, when we have truly shown up and offered all that we are and all that we have, we’re not thinking about the other person, we are one with them. It is a moment of love, intimacy, and union. It’s not defined by life or death, distance or geography. It is defined and made possible for us by the eternal life and love shared by the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. 

Who is the person with whom you have the closest, deepest, most intimate relationship? Picture him or her and your relationship. When you are with that person you are not thinking about him or her. In moments of ecstatic love, you look at him or her and see yourself in his or her life and he or she does the same with you. We open ourselves to each other. We give ourselves to the other and receive the other into ourselves. That is the trinitarian life. It is the choreography of love and it’s happening all the time.

In the midst of an honest, real, and meaningful conversation we’re not thinking about the other person. We are with them and they are with us. A single life envelops and flows between us. We don’t make that happen, it just does. That’s trinitarian life.

When we are rolling on the floor, laughing, and playing with our child or grandchild we are not thinking about them, we are completely open and present to their life and they to ours. The line between their life and our life gets blurry and there is only love. That’s trinitarian life.

Sometimes we see the world through another’s eyes and their joys or sorrows take root in us as if they were our own. When that happens we are not receiving news or information about another, we are sharing a common life. We are loving our neighbor as our self. That’s trinitarian life.

Every now and then we are immersed in prayer and no longer conscious that we are praying. We no longer see ourselves talking to or thinking about God. Rather, our life is one with God’s and we are participating in the life of the Holy Trinity.

Each of these are moments when we can honestly say, I love, therefore I am. These and a thousand others just like them are trinitarian moments. Love for one another and faith in the Holy Trinity are integrally related. You cannot have one without the other. As Bishop Kallistos Ware has said, a genuine confession of faith in the Triune God can only be made by those who show mutual love to one another. Our love for one another is the precondition for a Trinitarian faith and a Trinitarian faith is what makes possible, fosters, and gives meaning to our love for another.

In the Trinity, we can see that God is sacrificial love.  The Trinity at its heart is an expression of deep, unfaltering, and life-giving love between the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.  The relationship between the persons of the Godhead is not a relationship of domination, power-mongering, manipulation, or jealousy.  It is a relationship of unselfish, sacrificial love.  Which begs the question: if God’s very being is grounded in love, and we are created in God’s image, then who are we?  What are we?  Are we, like the Triune God whose imprint we bear, creatures motivated first and foremost by love?  Is love what we are known for?  If not, then what are we doing with our lives?  What does our piety amount to?

Many people ask: Why should we care about the three-in-one?  We should care because we are children of the Trinity at a time when the world is reeling and desperate.  We are the children of a mysterious, fluid, diverse, communal, hospitable, and loving God who wants to guide us into the whole truth of who God is and who we are.  We should care because the mystery of the Trinity has the power to transform our hearts, leading us towards coherence and dynamism, unity and diversity, hospitality and self-giving love. 

The Holy Trinity is not a concept to be explained, numbers to be calculated, or a problem to be solved. It is a life to be lived, a love to be shared, and a beauty to be revealed. 

Did you know that there is a Trinity stitch? One of the prayer square crocheters shared this with me. These are the prayer squares we give out at the back of the church and all along the border. She described the Trinity stitch this way: “The Trinity Stitch is a beautiful dense crochet cluster stitch that creates a textured, closed fabric resembling a pattern of small stars…”

A single thread that creates a fabric of stars? That sounds the closest to the truth.

When it comes to the Trinity, maybe all we can do is stitch stop thinking about God, stitch it and wrap ourselves in its warmth. 

Let us pray:

God who made the heavens and the earth — 

you spoke, and there was light. 

You breathed over the deep, and there was life. 

You set the stars in their places, and then 

you bent close enough to notice us, small as we are, 

and called us good.

We confess that we have wanted you smaller than you are. 

We have wanted a God we could diagram, 

a faith we could finish,

 a certainty we could hold in our hands like a stone. 

And you have given us instead 

the wild, three-fold mystery of yourself — 

Maker above us, Christ beside us, Spirit within us — 

too large for our minds and yet nearer than our own breathing.

Forgive us for the times we have waited to be certain

 before we were willing to be sent. 

Forgive us for thinking that our doubt was a locked door, when all along you were standing in the room.

Meet us the way you met them on the mountain — 

the ones who worshiped and the ones who were not sure, 

all in the same crowd, all commissioned together. 

Do not wait for us to resolve every question.

 Send us anyway. Go with us anyway.

Make us a people of wonder, 

who can look up at a sky we did not make 

and feel rightly small. 

Make us a people of courage, 

who can carry good news across borders 

without trampling the people on the other side. 

Make us a people of presence, 

who know in our bones that we are not, 

and never have been, alone.

In the name of the Father, and of the Son, 

and of the Holy Spirit — 

one God, who is with us to the end of the age. 

Amen.